Messy

我不停的把東西整理收納，再打亂，再整理，再打亂。

有一天我停下看著自己凌亂的房間。

我坐在房間裡，發現這才是我生活的常態。

我躺在堆滿衣服的床上。我卻感受到平靜。

I tried to be organized. I kept tidying things up, arranging, then shuffling and make a mess.

One day I stopped and looked at my messy room.

I sat in my room and found that this was the norm in my life.

I lay on the bed, which was full of clothes. I felt calm.